Friday, March 14, 2008

Answer me!

Why the hell is it so dam easy to turn evil n why the hell does it feel SO bloody good??? N the worst thing about it is the disgusting truth that being nice fuckin sucks. All that you have seen, absorbed n "apparently" learnt sort of gets completely turned around n u feel lost, like forever. And no matter how much u try n runaway from the fulcrum of this it seems like its every dam where.
Somewhere deep you do realize that being like this (evil) solves all the problems n makes world a paradise where you live, rule and do as u wish! But there's deeper to look n MUCH more to realize! The deeper u go (Fall!), more confusing it gets. You do what you do not want to and in the process, shit hits the roof. Everything seems fragile and vulnerable. But everything still remains rigid and you feel SO helplessly soft that nothing feels right or wrong. All seems unreal and unbelievable. Answer me!



1 comment:

Anonymous said...

well its not that difficult to be good..but u need to know for whom u tryin to be good..coz u mite think ur evil but mebbe others dont..so there aint nethin thats universally good or evil..v all act accordin to the need of the situation..n ya v always do what v think is rite..its just that at most times v realize a lil too late..that v were totallie in a different lane..n thats the reason y shit hits the roof..besides v spend double the time in analysin what v did,y v did it,etc..than actuallie tryin to move forward..n ya these phases dont last forever!!they do end..onie if u want em to..i guess this should help calm down ur volatile thots!