Illusion is not always a very comfortable state of mind in the usual scheme of things.

4 something am in the morning, n i do not have an iota of an idea. Anyway! I am a happy person though. Nothing much to do often gives u a sense of completion, that stays on for a long while with you. But who cares, all u need is, just a little bit of fun, this way or that. Growing up is like eating your nails, u just love it contrary to often quoted public opinions. Music is taking me to another level of being right now or may be i m just going shit. Its rather strange that the ten odd mosquitoes that presently are surrounding me in an attempt to suck my blood do not know that i am a happy person not even remotely ready to let em dig their bloody whatevers down my skin. Ill fight n ill smash em dead, plucking out their legs as a lesson for their peers in action. I can really loose at times you know. Sometimes (!), just don't mess!
The resentment is obvious yet not courageous but hatred is appreciated. So get going quick. In a matter of a couple of minutes, decisions can not change but the will can. You know what, i DONT know and so what? The superiority of an underdog is the expectation. To hell with an expectation though.
Toooo fucking sleepy...............................